_________you broke a promise_______
What's crackulating, y'all? I hate Dell keyboards..they suck. Anyways so yeah I know it's been a longass time since I updated, but I'll only fill you guys in on a lil bit. I am in Florida, unfortunately, because my mom stole me. LOL No, she didn't really steal me, but I'm here in Florida with her instead of up in NE with the rest of the folks so what does that tell ya? Anyways..I've been going to this gayass Florida high school called Tarpon Springs. It's an outside school, with like 20-some buildings, and I only have 4 periods..block-scheduling, ya know. It sucks because there's been a lot of times when I had bad homesickness and I didn't want to be here, and all this week except for yesterday, it was the same thing..don't wanna be here, don't wanna be here, etc. It's crazy. But um..yeah. I'm a junior now..think I was a sophomore when I last wrote in this diary..dunno. Um, my best friend Jerika that I always wrote about will not be written about any longer because she hasn't called me in like..2 months. The last time I called her was when I visited NE for like a week and we only talked for a few minutes before someone beeped in on her line. I went to ask her for her number but she said she already had mine and that she was writing this humungo letter and I was all like, 'Yeah, uh huh, uh huh, ok bye'. I still haven't received her 'promised' letter and she hasn't called, so yeah..something's going on there. I'm pretty sure that girl has a damn phone so I don't know what's up. And I went to my old NE school's website to see what's going on there and guess what was on the main site? HOMECOMING NEWS!!! I was so pissed because I doubt we'll be having a homecoming at this fuckass school that I go to. :shakes head: Everything is messed up. My mom and I were talking the other day and I asked her, 'So what was up with that Missouri thing you were talking about on the phone?' and she goes, 'Oh that was someone from dad's job. Dad was told from someone that he knows that the company he works for here is also located in Missouri.' And my jaw was on the floor and everything and I was like, 'So you mean we could have been living in Missouri instead of here?' and she said, 'Yeah' and I was like, 'That really blows'. I was soooo pissed, and still am. Why does life turn out the way it does, I wonder? And my mom and grandparents are at ends and when we were talking about the Missouri thing she was like, 'Yeah, grandma and grandpa would visit us if we lived in Missouri.' What I got from that was basically that, yeah, they won't visit us down here. Whatchu talkin? It's too fucking far to come down here? Well, it's a sucky life for me right now. Hopefully I'll be updating soon. Out,Alysia
fallen on Saturday, Sept. 18, 2004, 2:37 p.m.